Today got a morning call from Honey.
I cant really recognize his real voice cause almost everytime he act cute & silly voice when he called.hahaha
After tat,i had breakfast with family.Ltr i kinda had a bad mood make till my mum & grandma cried for my fucking mistake.
I hated myself cause of my bad attitudes.I m so sorry.I had to hide my weekness with a fucking face which look like i dun even care of anything.I think my heart was lock up really tight.I notice it is so hard to say it out what actually i felt.I m so sorry,grandma again.I sure will cry which i always try to avoid that happen.I noes my mum try to love me and gimme wat i want.BUt the problem is me.Everytime she wanted to love me,i just blocked her with my bad attitude.I m so sorry, meme.Deep inside I LOVE U the most although i didn't show it out.Maybe i m not like my sister which always is the helpful one & colourful one.I promise i will change to be a better human.Cause i dun want to be a girl with a pretty face only.
I LOVE U & I M SORRY
(meme,grandma)
xoxo
J